tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4537814374038097147.post8882270679133772419..comments2023-05-29T05:33:38.230-07:00Comments on Emo Blog Of Doom: some most important thingsDayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01792544618389217135noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4537814374038097147.post-84649747850387461942010-10-31T22:58:00.107-07:002010-10-31T22:58:00.107-07:00My childhood abuser was a couple of years older th...My childhood abuser was a couple of years older than me as well. About 9 or so when it started. He and I have a relationship now as well. I wouldn't say close, we are just such different people. But we try.<br /><br />The amount of self doubt associated with my own experience can be overwhelming. I question everything. My motivations. My accountability. Others' motivations and accountability. It's so tough not to take the whole thing upon myself.<br /><br />I am glad you felt like you could write some more. I truly believe that writing or telling your story helps to clear some of the toxins out of your soul.<br /><br />And, oh, I don't even want to get into my family life growing up. I still have so much work to do there.Robinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09083941215123554455noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4537814374038097147.post-52641737145750203262010-10-31T13:24:50.451-07:002010-10-31T13:24:50.451-07:00Yeah.... that's a thing I've noticed about...Yeah.... that's a thing I've noticed about trauma myself.(I think... I always question everything) With most things, one maintains the basic psychological structure. With this, you end up breaking apart, and lose coherence.<br /><br />I also agree with you that this is one of the major faults of religion. While, I will admit that I think that this is a misinterpretation of some religions, "religiousness" does come hand in hand with a suppression of certain realities.<br /><br />The fact that you and her became friends is one of the most striking things you can say. I mean, your questions are deep and abiding, but... I dunno, that you even *could* do that suggests strong character.___________________________https://www.blogger.com/profile/16484911353167245584noreply@blogger.com